Momma Dont Preach !!! -Part 1

Havin resolved both those issues that were ringin in my mind initially, now i sit down n think from where or from what shall i start ! Well not only my bolg, but every single thing in this world has a beginning ! Well, even the earth had a begginin ! If wat some crappy old scientist said is right , then the earth is only a piece of Shit that was thrown out wen some huge star became too fat n Blew Up!!


Wat i mean is, each of us ve a begginin , N that begginin is common for all of us - "MOM" !
Well am not gonna go on sayin bout how great our mothers are or any of those crap that u d ve studied in ur moral science classes in school. I d jus lik to illustrate few things that made my mom, (like most of u) the one person whom i love n respect the most in this whole world !N whats up wit the Title?? I jus stole it from Madonna's popular number, "Papa dont preach" n the reason , well u ll know wen u reach the end of this series ! :) (contd)

What the Heck ??!! - Part 2

"Making both ends meet!" Well it was a pretty good idea ! So i ve now decided n am pretty clear of wat am gonna post in my blog these upcomin days. My blog will be ( to steal few words from the dictionary of Sir James, my GRE teacher) a Collage,hotch-potch,hodge-podge,melange or pot-pourri of sorts.. To term it in simple terms, it ll be a Mixed Bag !! Starting from my passions n interests , to happenings in my day to day life and also CONFESSIONS bout my screwed-up school life and F**ked up college-life !!

Havin resolved this issue now, i wd like to set up few rules for myself n few suggestions for ppl readin my blog(if there are some)!!

1. I ll try as much as possible not to mention any names, even if its for the Good Reasons ! Wen there is a situation , that i cant manage to describe somethin without usin explicit names, i shall use Aliases like X,Y ,Z or some wacky names ! n if u are askin the reason for it, There aint no bigger dumbo in the world than U !

2.Since this blog comes straight from my heart , there may be few expletives here n there. Since am a guy born n brought up in North-chennai around Royapuram , these stuff comes naturally to me ! :) N if u are not down wit that, I got 2 words for U !! "Poda B***du!!" :-)

3.Ppl can feel free to comment watever is there in ur mind wrt my posts, Both positives n negatives ! That only shows u got atleast some interest or concern for me !

4.The most important Rule is " PLEASE TRY TO CLICK ON THE ADS " displayed on the page!!! Well, i can hear my conscience shoutin "**tha , Nee oru kevalamanavan da!!" he he.. Thank u , thank u !!!

What the Heck ??!! - Part 1

The first "big" issue havin been settled amicably , i stumble yet again over another bigger n this time, really a "big" issue ! "What the F**k am i gonna blog about??!" Inda azhagula, i ve promised my conscience n u ppl , that all my posts wil be 100% original n copyright protected !!
As i sit n ponder over it, well the first few things that come to my mind are the two of my greatest interests(can cal them passions if u want), namely Music n Movies !

But then wen i take a look at the name of my blog hangin over the screen sayin "CONFESSIONS of...." , wat on earth am i gonna "CONFESS" bout music or movies or any other interests or passions of mine ?!! Aint there should be atleast some connection between my blog's name n its contents?? Well again my very own confused-conscience which seemed to ve a sarcastic smile on its face now, teased me singin, "Ippa enna seiveenga, Ippa enna seiveenga??!!!"

I started wondering whether the only reason for naming my blog such is that its wonderfully rhyming !! "con-con-con" !! :) Well i ve to accept , i was always fascinated by karadi-kong T.R for his wonderful rhyming abilities ! Anyway, comin back to resolvin this issue, again my mind gave me the Same answer yet again!! "Why not we make both ends meet??" (contd:)

Why the Heck ??! - Part 3

On one hand my mind said, "If time was the only reason that u din start bloggin all these days, then why not now?! U ve finished ur 7th sem exams n steppin into ur 8th n final sem.. U got jus 3 subjects n a proj to do Plus jus 3 days of college a week , n a month long leave(although in three installments :) U cant get a better time to start this ! Now or Never!!! "

On the other hand my rightly called confused - conscience , kept sayin the same thing again n again , lik it was some Lord Buddah or Jesus Christ!! "How can U give up on ur own morals ??! Jus a week back u were tellin Karthi that Earning money was not the sole purpose of blogging!!"

Well , this is wen my mind came up wit an idea to resolve this issue ! It said, "The only reason u are worryin is that this passion of urs has been turned into a business , n moreover instead of legitimate content straight from the heart, ppl are using it only as a copy paste tool ! So Why not we make both ends meet? " It gave me two good reasons !

1. Bout the business part of it , how on earth its gonna harm me in anyway??! Almost everythin is business these days. They are gonna pay me for jus embeddin some ads on my blog. N unlike the various Online earning oppurtunities , there aint even a single paisa that u ve to pay initially. Its lik the old tamil sayin "Karumbu thinna Kooli" ! N few extra bucks(if at all i earn them) ll surely come in handy at some pt of time !

2.N the second n most important , bout the content of my posts. Wit regards to this , My mind said " Looosaappaa nee???" If someone is postin copy paste content n useless stuff jus to increase their post count in order to earn more bucks, why should i follow that? Don i ve my own senses?? Don i ve the STUFF?? If i can post Jus a simple reason for why i ve started bloggin as Three Parts, why cant i keep posting only original content of mine straight n directly from my heart !!! :)

I hope my conscience kinda agreed to this idea but only wit a grim face ! so in order to cheer it up , i dedicate this blog Only to my conscience n to no one else !! :) N hence i wd like to name it after my sweet but confused friend - "Confessions of a Confused Conscience" !!!

Why the Heck ??! - Part 2

Karthi was surprised by my question n he started enlightening me bout how Lucrative this thing had become n this has been there for years now , n most of the ppl who are joinin at present are doin it only for the money n nothin else!! It was quite a surprise, or rather, Shock, i should say when i heard it ! Then i told him bout all the opinion i had bout bloggin n blah blah.. He jus gave a sarcastic laugh n told no one sees it lik that these days n most of the posts n contents are jus ctrl-c , ctrl-v stuff! Hmmm, at that moment , i cud nt help but feel sorry for my "dream-activity", one that i always wanted to do!

This evenin i called my friend Saravanan alias "Mabbu" :) who had been tryin to contact me from mornin sendin msgs n as usual since i din ve any balance left , i was unable to reply. So wen i asked him the matter, He told me that he along wit his school mate has started a blog , mainly cos he was pretty interested in web designin n also there was an option of Earnin bucks but for which ppl should form groups who can read each other blogs n also click on the ads thereby increasin the traffic within their group. Tellin this, he invited me to join his network n said we can extend it to all our classmates ,thereby creatin a Win-Win situation for all of us!

My confused mind (which ever since that chat wit Karthi had a secret desire of gettin big bucks the same way many other ppl were makin) said "Why not give it a try?" This is wen somethin strted pricking me n ppl usually call it conscience! What made u think like this?!, Why the f**k are u gonna do this NOW??! What have i become all of a sudden?!!! A greedy lockness monster ?!! Well the greatest battle of all times , The Battle of the Mind Vs the Heart began ! N it needed a quick resoluton, cos on the other end of the phone Mabbu was waitin for a reply!

Why the Heck ??! - Part 1

As i start writing this first post in this brand new Blog of mine , well , the only question that my so-called "Confused-conscience " is askin me is "Why the F**k am i doin this now??!"

Well , i always considered Bloggin as a fascinating medium to express ur thoughts n views bout wat u see n hear in ur everyday life n all those crappy wierd stuff that prop up in ur mind every now n then. To say the least its an "Hi-tech Personal diary". I did have the habit of writing diaries wen i was a kid in school n after reachin 10th i totally left that off. N wen i stumbled upon this new tech called Bloggin wen i entered college i was waitin to jump over it immediately. But then Where the heck was the time??? With a college lyin in some Distant Godamn location n u spend half ur day sittin in a bus n the pressure of Engineerin takes a heavy toll outta ur body n mind n also Ur time.

Well a week ago, after one of my exams, i was comin back home in my college bus n Started chattin wit my friend Karthi n suddenly our chat topic went into blogs. For few months i had been noticing that quite a numer of my college ECE guys had taken to writing blogs n he himself was one among them. When i enquired bout it n also asked how on earth u ppl get the time for this?! Well, i was waiting for a shock !!! Contd :)