Lol.. Before u think anything stupid , the "dear" refers only to this blog of mine and not to "anyone" else !! :) And sorry bcos , I din even care to come by its side for bout a month !!! All this while i was busy @ my new blog(he he, i like to call it a "site") www.ampdforinnovation.com !! This is the domain that i bought for a sum of $50 , the money i earned from my previous commercial blog that Google screwed up by givin it a permanent PR of 0 !! :( Ever since i bought this site , I ve become this money-monger and Have turned into this green eyed monster livin only on money !!! I spend Allll my time on tat site , promotin its traffic , writin sponsored posts and pressin F5 time in and again at the PPP oppurtunity page !! In the meanwhile , totally forgettin bout this dear site of mine ! My first ever-straight from the heart site !! :(
Anyway a good news ! I ve changed my broadband plans to the UNLIMITED Internet scheme , givin 24 hrs free internet :) So wil TRY with all my will to put in posts here atleast from now on !! :)Hope it happens !! :)
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Counting the Dayzz ! :(
Well, for the last few days i ve been bombarded by a single question from many of my friends , "How are U feeling , as we start to count the days to the end of our college life??" And well the normal answer from anyone would be "Oh yeah.. Am goin to missssssss college life like anythin man!!! " And thats the same answer i ve been givin them but only with my fingers crossed.. As i sit down & ponder whether am really gonna miss it all ?? Well , My conscience Gives me a Big "NO" !! No ! I don think i wil miss college life as a whole!
Well , You may think whether this guy is that much stone-hearted and may ask WHY ?!! Before answerin it , i ll make few points clear ! Its just that i wont miss college life as a "Whole" !! I will miss it in "parts" though !! N by parts , i especially mean Individuals - Ppl who ve made this past 4 yrs wonderful for me !! Cant name them all , But guys n gals , I ll miss U alll lik anythin !!! :( And also My Bus n my bus mates ! I ll miss it more than anythin ! Those 2 hrs of up n down journey were the most happiest moments in these 4 yrs !
Next comin to the pt , Well when i stepped into college , i was expectin a fun filled Colleging experience as i had heard from my seniors , that SSN is the best place to be doin ur engineering if U want to enjoiii ur college life to the max , the place where COMPLETE freedom is given to u to do whatever u need ! And yeah it was exactly like what they said ! It was an absolute heaven when compared to what i heard from ppl from other colleges esp the Jeppiar institutions !
But all that i expected , remained as just Expectations & never ever happened until this very day !! N those expectations were nothing huge or something ! They were as simple as - Koool classmates , both guys n gals - united in freindship , havin whole lotsa fun together - Goin out now n then as an entire class to treats and movies - good interaction and rapport between each n evryone in the class, etc !! But none of these turned out into reality and remained just as expectations !!!
I ve heard from other colleges , where ppl not only enjoy as a class but as an entire dept ! But right from early days , we were never meant to be united as a dept with bitterness increasin among both sections of the dept due to few incidents ! But then , leave alone the dept ! Atleast we could ve spared well as a Class , but we failed to even do that ! Am ashamed to tel that there are still guys n gals in our class who have nt even seen each other face to face ! Only then the topic of speakin , interactin, and making friendship arises !!
Ok then ! Leave alone the interaction between guys n gals !! Was there atleast good rapport among the guys atleast ???!! Well , again the answer to it is a BIG NO !! Split up into groups,gangs,cliques n wat not , the only things we did as a whole class was to play cricket n go have lunch in kelambakkam ( only if theres a treat :) !! N i dont want to comment bout the gals ! I leave it to themselves to contemplate whether they ve done justice to their college lives by trying to look beyond their own "Gangs" ?!!
So guys ?! What can i take as memories from my college life ??! Those "Split - up" tours (which normally must be the most memorable part of our college life) ??? All those verbal spats and back stabbings??? Or those personal enemities still ragin within many !??! Im afraid not !!
SO the only things i can take from here as good-old memories into my next phase of life can be those Personal moments i ve shared with the most of U ! Those chats.. Those Kalaaichfying sessions.. Those vetti conferences.. They ll remain wit me forever n ever !
Well, May be the prob is not with any of U or our class !! May be the prob is with me alone !! Mostly bcos am the only- child i never was attached to anyone nor am i much emotional .. I even did nt feel much when i left school ! May be even bcos of this own personal nature of mine , I feel so Numb as i leave this place !!! But somewhere in my mind, somethin rings an alarm tellin me , This time around, the problem is NOT with me alone !!!!
Well , You may think whether this guy is that much stone-hearted and may ask WHY ?!! Before answerin it , i ll make few points clear ! Its just that i wont miss college life as a "Whole" !! I will miss it in "parts" though !! N by parts , i especially mean Individuals - Ppl who ve made this past 4 yrs wonderful for me !! Cant name them all , But guys n gals , I ll miss U alll lik anythin !!! :( And also My Bus n my bus mates ! I ll miss it more than anythin ! Those 2 hrs of up n down journey were the most happiest moments in these 4 yrs !
Next comin to the pt , Well when i stepped into college , i was expectin a fun filled Colleging experience as i had heard from my seniors , that SSN is the best place to be doin ur engineering if U want to enjoiii ur college life to the max , the place where COMPLETE freedom is given to u to do whatever u need ! And yeah it was exactly like what they said ! It was an absolute heaven when compared to what i heard from ppl from other colleges esp the Jeppiar institutions !
But all that i expected , remained as just Expectations & never ever happened until this very day !! N those expectations were nothing huge or something ! They were as simple as - Koool classmates , both guys n gals - united in freindship , havin whole lotsa fun together - Goin out now n then as an entire class to treats and movies - good interaction and rapport between each n evryone in the class, etc !! But none of these turned out into reality and remained just as expectations !!!
I ve heard from other colleges , where ppl not only enjoy as a class but as an entire dept ! But right from early days , we were never meant to be united as a dept with bitterness increasin among both sections of the dept due to few incidents ! But then , leave alone the dept ! Atleast we could ve spared well as a Class , but we failed to even do that ! Am ashamed to tel that there are still guys n gals in our class who have nt even seen each other face to face ! Only then the topic of speakin , interactin, and making friendship arises !!
Ok then ! Leave alone the interaction between guys n gals !! Was there atleast good rapport among the guys atleast ???!! Well , again the answer to it is a BIG NO !! Split up into groups,gangs,cliques n wat not , the only things we did as a whole class was to play cricket n go have lunch in kelambakkam ( only if theres a treat :) !! N i dont want to comment bout the gals ! I leave it to themselves to contemplate whether they ve done justice to their college lives by trying to look beyond their own "Gangs" ?!!
So guys ?! What can i take as memories from my college life ??! Those "Split - up" tours (which normally must be the most memorable part of our college life) ??? All those verbal spats and back stabbings??? Or those personal enemities still ragin within many !??! Im afraid not !!
SO the only things i can take from here as good-old memories into my next phase of life can be those Personal moments i ve shared with the most of U ! Those chats.. Those Kalaaichfying sessions.. Those vetti conferences.. They ll remain wit me forever n ever !
Well, May be the prob is not with any of U or our class !! May be the prob is with me alone !! Mostly bcos am the only- child i never was attached to anyone nor am i much emotional .. I even did nt feel much when i left school ! May be even bcos of this own personal nature of mine , I feel so Numb as i leave this place !!! But somewhere in my mind, somethin rings an alarm tellin me , This time around, the problem is NOT with me alone !!!!
Friday, February 29, 2008
Fabulous Final(e) Sem !! :-)
Well, two months back , when i started this blog of mine , i felt that this final sem would be pretty un-eventful with a whole loooot of Idle time to sit and laze and take rest before steppin into Work , where once u are in , theres No way Out ! And hence , thought i could concentrate on my blog !!
But then , it turned out to be entirely different from what i had in mind , to the extent that i cant find even few mins of time in a week to put up even a single post !! Well, i can definitely say that this sem has been the most busiest and tedious of the lot and also has turned out to be "Fabulous" too :) I have always , right from my childhood hated to be idle ! May be thats bcos of my moms influence ! She never allowed me to be so ! She made me involve in somethin or the other especially during the 2 month long summer holidays.. Anyway more bout that in "Momma Dont Preach"
So, this final sem , again with some Mom's good old advice, had to figure out a schedule to be Anti-Idle :) N first to my thoughts came the idea of Rejoinin my gym , that i had left goin to during the 3rd sem ! My gym has played an important role in my life ! At the end of my 12th exams, i had grown into this Ugly Shrekky kinda guy weighin over 110 kilos.. I was down on my confidence of even steppin into college, when i joined my gym n within a span of 3 months reduced bout 20 kilos and reached a somewat Normal shape.. So once i stopped, durin the 2nd n 3rd yrs i had started to put on weight yet again N i had to do somethin bout it ! So immediately after the begginin of this sem , i ran in n joined there n makin good progress now ! So two hours of "prime time" is daily spent there.
Next, it was time for my long lasting passion ! I had always wanted to learn some music instrument or another , but then the area i live in is much pre occupied wit other commercial stuff that i had no place to learn durin school days.. So i thought this was my last chance, though few of my friends sarcastically gestured that it was tooooo late, i went n joined a good music school at Egmore for guitar classes, which along wit the keyboard has always fascinated me ! So why the guitar first ?! Well i really don know :) But now i feel i cud ve took to keyboard itself since my batch mate is a guy , on the other hand there is a good lookin gal in the keyboard batch at my time :) N thus the entire Saturady mornins every week is spent !
Other than these 2, i ve also started spendin quality time promoting My commercial blog through which in few weeks we ve got a sum of 60$ in our pockets , n now work is in progress to expand the business :)
Last but not least, the biggest burden of em all ! The Project !! Man, for the first time , i ve taken some kinda good decision , n thats to do my final yr proj on my Own , especially after seein the plight of ppl being duped by those F**kin damn Centers ! Wit help from my team mates , we ve successfully gone til the 1st review n ya, really for the first time in my life i can say that i ve somewat worked "hard", spendin whole lotsa time for this !
My only regret has been that i cud nt spend more time for my personal blog ! But since all other things are goin as planned , it does nt strike me that often & hence this post is jus an Excuse from myself for not posting !! :) Anyway i only hope this Final sem that has been fabulous until now , turns out the same til the end , cos whenever i feel that somethin is goin on pretty well, it jus does nt end up the same way ! :) So whenever i try to scrape in some time, i ll definitely continue my posts !! Til then Good bye !! :)
But then , it turned out to be entirely different from what i had in mind , to the extent that i cant find even few mins of time in a week to put up even a single post !! Well, i can definitely say that this sem has been the most busiest and tedious of the lot and also has turned out to be "Fabulous" too :) I have always , right from my childhood hated to be idle ! May be thats bcos of my moms influence ! She never allowed me to be so ! She made me involve in somethin or the other especially during the 2 month long summer holidays.. Anyway more bout that in "Momma Dont Preach"
So, this final sem , again with some Mom's good old advice, had to figure out a schedule to be Anti-Idle :) N first to my thoughts came the idea of Rejoinin my gym , that i had left goin to during the 3rd sem ! My gym has played an important role in my life ! At the end of my 12th exams, i had grown into this Ugly Shrekky kinda guy weighin over 110 kilos.. I was down on my confidence of even steppin into college, when i joined my gym n within a span of 3 months reduced bout 20 kilos and reached a somewat Normal shape.. So once i stopped, durin the 2nd n 3rd yrs i had started to put on weight yet again N i had to do somethin bout it ! So immediately after the begginin of this sem , i ran in n joined there n makin good progress now ! So two hours of "prime time" is daily spent there.
Next, it was time for my long lasting passion ! I had always wanted to learn some music instrument or another , but then the area i live in is much pre occupied wit other commercial stuff that i had no place to learn durin school days.. So i thought this was my last chance, though few of my friends sarcastically gestured that it was tooooo late, i went n joined a good music school at Egmore for guitar classes, which along wit the keyboard has always fascinated me ! So why the guitar first ?! Well i really don know :) But now i feel i cud ve took to keyboard itself since my batch mate is a guy , on the other hand there is a good lookin gal in the keyboard batch at my time :) N thus the entire Saturady mornins every week is spent !
Other than these 2, i ve also started spendin quality time promoting My commercial blog through which in few weeks we ve got a sum of 60$ in our pockets , n now work is in progress to expand the business :)
Last but not least, the biggest burden of em all ! The Project !! Man, for the first time , i ve taken some kinda good decision , n thats to do my final yr proj on my Own , especially after seein the plight of ppl being duped by those F**kin damn Centers ! Wit help from my team mates , we ve successfully gone til the 1st review n ya, really for the first time in my life i can say that i ve somewat worked "hard", spendin whole lotsa time for this !
My only regret has been that i cud nt spend more time for my personal blog ! But since all other things are goin as planned , it does nt strike me that often & hence this post is jus an Excuse from myself for not posting !! :) Anyway i only hope this Final sem that has been fabulous until now , turns out the same til the end , cos whenever i feel that somethin is goin on pretty well, it jus does nt end up the same way ! :) So whenever i try to scrape in some time, i ll definitely continue my posts !! Til then Good bye !! :)
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Happiest Moment in Life !! :)
Well , never thought i would write a post until my first review gets over(its day after tomoro) !! Cos thought i can continue with my series of posts on the topic "Momma dont Preach" right after the review gets over !! But then just could nt resist to write this one !!! :)
It was one of the happiest moments in my life today or to exaggerate , even "THE" most happiest moment in life !! :) I ve had many testimonials from my friends on Orkut ! As u all know receiving a testimonial from any of ur loved ones is always a special thing !!
But then this one that i received was jus toooooooo special !! Guess wat , it was from an Unknown person :) Don know whether i ve seen him before(if u are readin this , sorry da, i don remember seein u at all:) but later found that he was a junior to me in school by one year ! It was a testimonial jus few words long and also in somewat broken english!
Anyway here it goes !
"A man of studies . A man of book(s) .He is brain(y) and he is my role model in my young age !"
Guys, Now plsssss ignore the first 3 phrases .. he he.. Poor guy , he does nt know that am No more lik that once i stepped into college !! :) But wat made me fly high was his last phrase !! Don know what to say guys !!! "Role Model" is jus tooooooo much a word in itself and i definitely don deserve it !!! I almost blushed in shame on seein it , but on the other hand it reeeely made me feel good !! For the first time in life , i really felt some worth for gettin those High Scores and School Firsts at school !! Man , U really inspired me by tellin that I inspired U !! Hope i stand up to Ur expectations always ! Thanks a million for that again !! Wil never forget U in my life Bro !! :)
It was one of the happiest moments in my life today or to exaggerate , even "THE" most happiest moment in life !! :) I ve had many testimonials from my friends on Orkut ! As u all know receiving a testimonial from any of ur loved ones is always a special thing !!
But then this one that i received was jus toooooooo special !! Guess wat , it was from an Unknown person :) Don know whether i ve seen him before(if u are readin this , sorry da, i don remember seein u at all:) but later found that he was a junior to me in school by one year ! It was a testimonial jus few words long and also in somewat broken english!
Anyway here it goes !
"A man of studies . A man of book(s) .He is brain(y) and he is my role model in my young age !"
Guys, Now plsssss ignore the first 3 phrases .. he he.. Poor guy , he does nt know that am No more lik that once i stepped into college !! :) But wat made me fly high was his last phrase !! Don know what to say guys !!! "Role Model" is jus tooooooo much a word in itself and i definitely don deserve it !!! I almost blushed in shame on seein it , but on the other hand it reeeely made me feel good !! For the first time in life , i really felt some worth for gettin those High Scores and School Firsts at school !! Man , U really inspired me by tellin that I inspired U !! Hope i stand up to Ur expectations always ! Thanks a million for that again !! Wil never forget U in my life Bro !! :)
Friday, February 8, 2008
The Renaissance !!!
Hi hi Friends !!!
Am finally back after a loooooong interval of time !! And this time with a rejuvenated mindset !! Yup , the long lasted battle between my mind and my Conscience is finally over !!! And thank God , my conscience won the battle !! :) Well, the last two months i was into researching and finding out ways of how to get some hot cash through blogging ! And i came to know that the only good way of seeing some cash in quick time is through writing sponsored posts , where an advertiser pays us for advertising his product ! The money ranges for 5 to 500 $ per post depending on various criteria !
So coming to know bout this and various other factors , i decided not to contaminate this personal blog of mine for a commercial purpose and so have decided as my conscience suggested to keep this blog all for myself and my conscience to confess !!! :)
The next thing i did was to become a business partner with my friend Vasanth who was into stern commercial blogging !! We both usually have great waves running between the two of us and also a similar line of thinking and hence decided we both together can become good business partners ! So i asked him and he immediately gave his nod !!
So here is OUR blog "Me'lange !!!"at http://mdtipsandtricks.blogspot.com
Check it out for all latest news bout hackin tips,tricks,films,music and wat not !!
And now comin to my blog , henceforth , this blog ll only be dedicated full time to my conscience and my good old memories and yes , as i always liked , will be my Not-so-personal Diary !!! But then i need to take some time off bcos of my Proj review slated for next week !! Wil be back immediately after it and continue wit my posts !!
C ya then !!! :)
Am finally back after a loooooong interval of time !! And this time with a rejuvenated mindset !! Yup , the long lasted battle between my mind and my Conscience is finally over !!! And thank God , my conscience won the battle !! :) Well, the last two months i was into researching and finding out ways of how to get some hot cash through blogging ! And i came to know that the only good way of seeing some cash in quick time is through writing sponsored posts , where an advertiser pays us for advertising his product ! The money ranges for 5 to 500 $ per post depending on various criteria !
So coming to know bout this and various other factors , i decided not to contaminate this personal blog of mine for a commercial purpose and so have decided as my conscience suggested to keep this blog all for myself and my conscience to confess !!! :)
The next thing i did was to become a business partner with my friend Vasanth who was into stern commercial blogging !! We both usually have great waves running between the two of us and also a similar line of thinking and hence decided we both together can become good business partners ! So i asked him and he immediately gave his nod !!
So here is OUR blog "Me'lange !!!"at http://mdtipsandtricks.blogspot.com
Check it out for all latest news bout hackin tips,tricks,films,music and wat not !!
And now comin to my blog , henceforth , this blog ll only be dedicated full time to my conscience and my good old memories and yes , as i always liked , will be my Not-so-personal Diary !!! But then i need to take some time off bcos of my Proj review slated for next week !! Wil be back immediately after it and continue wit my posts !!
C ya then !!! :)
Friday, December 7, 2007
Momma Dont Preach !!! -Part 1
Havin resolved both those issues that were ringin in my mind initially, now i sit down n think from where or from what shall i start ! Well not only my bolg, but every single thing in this world has a beginning ! Well, even the earth had a begginin ! If wat some crappy old scientist said is right , then the earth is only a piece of Shit that was thrown out wen some huge star became too fat n Blew Up!!
Wat i mean is, each of us ve a begginin , N that begginin is common for all of us - "MOM" !
Well am not gonna go on sayin bout how great our mothers are or any of those crap that u d ve studied in ur moral science classes in school. I d jus lik to illustrate few things that made my mom, (like most of u) the one person whom i love n respect the most in this whole world !N whats up wit the Title?? I jus stole it from Madonna's popular number, "Papa dont preach" n the reason , well u ll know wen u reach the end of this series ! :) (contd)
Thursday, December 6, 2007
What the Heck ??!! - Part 2
"Making both ends meet!" Well it was a pretty good idea ! So i ve now decided n am pretty clear of wat am gonna post in my blog these upcomin days. My blog will be ( to steal few words from the dictionary of Sir James, my GRE teacher) a Collage,hotch-potch,hodge-podge,melange or pot-pourri of sorts.. To term it in simple terms, it ll be a Mixed Bag !! Starting from my passions n interests , to happenings in my day to day life and also CONFESSIONS bout my screwed-up school life and F**ked up college-life !!
Havin resolved this issue now, i wd like to set up few rules for myself n few suggestions for ppl readin my blog(if there are some)!!
1. I ll try as much as possible not to mention any names, even if its for the Good Reasons ! Wen there is a situation , that i cant manage to describe somethin without usin explicit names, i shall use Aliases like X,Y ,Z or some wacky names ! n if u are askin the reason for it, There aint no bigger dumbo in the world than U !
2.Since this blog comes straight from my heart , there may be few expletives here n there. Since am a guy born n brought up in North-chennai around Royapuram , these stuff comes naturally to me ! :) N if u are not down wit that, I got 2 words for U !! "Poda B***du!!" :-)
3.Ppl can feel free to comment watever is there in ur mind wrt my posts, Both positives n negatives ! That only shows u got atleast some interest or concern for me !
4.The most important Rule is " PLEASE TRY TO CLICK ON THE ADS " displayed on the page!!! Well, i can hear my conscience shoutin "**tha , Nee oru kevalamanavan da!!" he he.. Thank u , thank u !!!
Havin resolved this issue now, i wd like to set up few rules for myself n few suggestions for ppl readin my blog(if there are some)!!
1. I ll try as much as possible not to mention any names, even if its for the Good Reasons ! Wen there is a situation , that i cant manage to describe somethin without usin explicit names, i shall use Aliases like X,Y ,Z or some wacky names ! n if u are askin the reason for it, There aint no bigger dumbo in the world than U !
2.Since this blog comes straight from my heart , there may be few expletives here n there. Since am a guy born n brought up in North-chennai around Royapuram , these stuff comes naturally to me ! :) N if u are not down wit that, I got 2 words for U !! "Poda B***du!!" :-)
3.Ppl can feel free to comment watever is there in ur mind wrt my posts, Both positives n negatives ! That only shows u got atleast some interest or concern for me !
4.The most important Rule is " PLEASE TRY TO CLICK ON THE ADS " displayed on the page!!! Well, i can hear my conscience shoutin "**tha , Nee oru kevalamanavan da!!" he he.. Thank u , thank u !!!
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
